| Q:
How do you feel about the recent death of friend Rozz
Williams? Many people didn’t believe it at first
until they read your email.
William:
I can only view that email as a mistake; I had intended
it for people who knew him and cared to be apprised
of the terrible tragedy -- not for the ensuing circus
of postings and such. I miss Rozz in a way I simply
can't explain; he was an amazing artist, but ultimately
a good friend. I am as rich for having known him as
I am empty for his loss.
Monica:
We thank all of those who wrote us, and sent their thoughts,
poetry, and condolences.
Q:
How was the UK tour? What are the audiences there
like?
William:
The tour was amazing; the Whitby Gothic Weekend
stands out as the single coolest event in memory --
we had such a brilliant time, and that is ultimately
down to Jo Hampshire, who made it all possible for us.
The audiences were wonderful -- it was kind of neat
to watch them as we performed, because you could really
tell that the UK really wasn’t used to a band like us
-- a live drummer, a varied set consisting of ethereal,
celtic, world music and straight-up Goth rock -- it
definitely threw them a curve, I think, but then I think
that is the healthiest thing we could have done; love
us or hate us, it is hard to forget us, and I'll take
extreme opinions of ANY kind over indifference any day
of the week. Fortunately for us, I think we won over
a fair portion of the UK goths, and I’m quite chuffed
that it all went down as it did.
Q:
How do you feel being known as a Celtic/Pagan Band?
What do you view to be Celtic? What does Celtic
mean to you?
Monica:
Celtic is a culture, misunderstood as 'Barbarian'
for centuries. Celtic music is the type of music
indigenous to the Celtic culture. Its ideas, musical
tempos, and basis is not unlike Native American, or
even Hindu, but it definitely has its own style. We
do indeed have Celtic roots, and like all Americans,
we tend to search a bit harder than those born in their
own element. We are, in a sense, orphans, thus
it is important for us to find our beginnings.
Having said this, we do not view ourselves as 'Celtic'
first and foremost. The idea of Annwyn encircles our
research in the very basis of Celtic Mythology (the
Welsh Pantheon) but more as to how it relates to human
history. I was a bit taken aback to see that we
were billed as a 'Celtic' and 'Pagan' band in the UK,
and was actually told that my singing on our recent
UK tour was not believably Celtic. (Ay!
Tha' Celtic singin' I do on Sparks, eh?) We have
Celtic influences, certainly, but we are not to be viewed
simply as 'Celtic (tm)' as it were... I hope people
will realize, as they get to know our past and future
music, that Annwyn is simply an album. There
will be many more Faith and the Muse albums with different
ideas and concepts. With Annwyn, we are not saying
This is what we are, but more This is what we
are exploring at this time... Each work of music we
release will be quite different in theme and design...
Sorry to get a bit long-winded, but it seems we need
to explain ourselves a touch!
Q:
If you where given the opportunity to become a mainstream\top
40 band would you do it or not?
William:
Not a chance.
Monica:
I've been given that opportunity already, a few
times, throughout my years singing. I recently
had a talk with another singer who wants just to 'make
it' in the music business, which is not a smart thing
to do, for once you sign the contract, you are trapped
into the music "business",
forced to make a 'hit' with every album, or given songs
by producers you label has contracted you to work with,
and you get called weekly by your record label to be
told that your album isn't selling well enough. It's
a nightmare, and I've known a few horror stories from
friends who went this way. One must do what they love
in order to truly find happiness.
Q:
What has been the most memorable fan letter you've gotten?
What did it say and/or have enclosed along with it?
Monica:
William just received a rather interesting letter
that included a made-up interview between him and a
serial killer. In our Mercyground Newsletters,
William usually likes to do interviews, and we suppose
that the fan thought we'd print this one. He had
William saying things like: 'Wow, why are you so crazy?
Hahaha!' It's quite funny, actually...
Q:
Do you think you will still be in a band when you are
old and wrinkly?
Monica:
We have a shared joke of me being an old torch-singer
in Paris when I'm 70...
William:
No, not in a band. Certain other of my former bandmates
have been content to do just that, but I’d rather approach
it with a quiet dignity; perhaps composing. Performing
at that point would have to be suited to my manner --
string quartets, perhaps? Chamber ensembles? Or, I could
be the old alcoholic jazz pianist for Monica's lounge
act...
Q:
Monica, why and how did you move from the 80's harDCore
punk scene of DC into the current Goth scene?
Can you explain your motives? Did you have any
role models?
Monica:
It’s an ongoing process, and explaining it as a
move from one scene to another is simplifying it.
I never woke up and thought, "Wow, I'll wear black
now!". Anyone who sees old photos of me can
see that I always had a dark tone to my look, and even
while fronting Madhouse, I used to go out in top hats
and costumes; I've always loved to dress up....
When I was into harDCore, I was in my early teens, and
searching very much for identity, like all teenagers.
My problems with that scene, and with the ideas behind
the music began to manifest when the scene exploded,
and meatheads from the suburbs began to show up with
spiked bracelets on, thinking that the whole punk scene
was some sort of male Rite of Initiation. I did
not enjoy the kids who screamed 'Bitch!' and 'Take off
your shirt!' at me while we performed at harDCore shows,
and thus I realized it was no longer what I wanted to
do. This was years before the Riot Grrrl contingent
came about, and I had no female support-base back then;
I stood all alone on stage in front of a male-dominated
and growingly aggressive audience! So, I had no
real role models to help me, but at the time, there
were some wonderful bands around: Xmal Deutschland,
UK Decay, The Damned, etc. Rest assured, my years
in Madhouse and early Strange Boutique were floundering
and not very successful; we were between a rock and
a hardplace, not hard enough and not melodic enough,
not pop enough, etc etc... I continued to follow
my own instincts, and just did what I wanted to do.
Not until the end of the 80’s and early 90’s did I click
with a scene, and began to find the kind of audience
that appreciated who and what I was. I am respected
in retrospect, it seems...
Q:
What are your thoughts on christianity and paganism
?
Monica:
They are both facets of one and the same thing:
people in search of answers to the mystery of birth
and death. I do not have a side on the matter,
but respect anyone and everyone’s beliefs, as long as
it gives them the peace that we all need... I
completely understand the motions towards Paganism;
even my book researches the early Goddess beliefs that
fueled Agriculture, and women today are feeling empowerment
from it... But I myself come from a very religious family,
and the extremes of their different religions have given
me the insight of stepping back and viewing it all for
what it is: need for connection, need for identity.
I am a scholar, it’s as simple as that..
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